you are the one thing that I know.

it’s finally august. 8 months ago, I thought this day would never come. I cried a lot, and I wrote a lot of words down about you. I’ve immortalized you in blog posts and journal entries. yesterday, I saw you for the first time in two months. you asked me to be your girlfriend, shyly, […]

for your one day

whether it’s tomorrow or next week or ten years from now – I know you’ll have a one day. at least, that’s what I tell myself to make it through the few moments I allow myself to be alone. one day, he’ll understand. one day, he’ll know exactly what he walked away from. so here’s for your one […]

a post I’m writing instead of texting you

I’m sitting in my bed, reading all the journal entries I ever wrote about you, when a familiar melody drifts into my window. “No,” I think, “That can’t be the song I think it is.” But it is. Of course. What other song would it be? Soy un idiota te perdi, pero te amo. I recognized […]

a commercial break.

if life is a TV show, then we’re just on our commercial break. today, after seeing this commercial my head was filled with (even more) visions of what it would be like to marry you. they were all good visions, I must assure you. even as I try to take this waiting business day by day, […]